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Akira Fudo ⬤ Devilman Crybaby
residential district ⬤ Middle Level
moonblessing ⬤ Sanguis

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[lacrimose]

[Akira's not quite so old-fashioned, and just shoots her a text message back instead of a note of his own.]

what are you talking about? There are other people around who are half demon.
I wanted to remember what it was like to be human. I wasn't faking anything.

[gwenhwyfar]

[ And GODS, does she hate texting, she's awful at it ]

youre the only one i know of and a half-vampire doesnt count

why would you do that???

[ It could have been phrased better but Gwenhwyfar is legitimately curious. ]

[lacrimose]

I didn't become a Devilman by choice
this body is useful and better than my old one but i still miss being a normal human sometimes
and during Sanguis I get out of control. I wanted to see if that light-year drink would help

[gwenhwyfar]

you lose control too?

[ She has so many questions! ]

did it work??

[lacrimose]

even if I wanted to attack someone as just a human, i'd get an asskicking
you saw what I was like. of course it worked

[gwenhwyfar]

[ And out of the blue- ]

do you get hungry when you lose control?

[lacrimose]

I'm hungry a lot of the time. my body needs a lot of fuel.

[gwenhwyfar]

well
so does mine. but the only problem is

it is not the sanguis moon that changes me

it can happen to me any time
it gets very, very bad. ive known other half-bloods that have eaten humans
i dont want to do that, you see

but turning into a human doesnt fix everything, we cannot do it all the time. there has to be other ways

[lacrimose]

there are other ways...

Do you know Yaha-kui zaShunina?

[gwenhwyfar]

other than having one of your own beat the shit out of you?

i cant say i have

[lacrimose]

You'll know him if you see him. he has white hair, red eyes, like you. but he's not a demon, he's
something else

[Akira's too dumb to explain that part, it's Complicated.]

anyway he has something called Kado. He can call it whenever he wants and it's strong enough to keep anything inside, even me
so if you're in trouble and think you're going to hurt someone, call him and he'll help you. he's a good person

[gwenhwyfar]

[ AKIRA DON'T BE STUPID, STUPID. ]

what is that? some sort of spell?

how often do you have to do that?

[lacrimose]

It's a cube
you can't destroy it and it changes size to whatever zaShunina wants

I only used it once so far, when Majestas was sending people crazy, including me
but it helped me calm down and it meant i couldn't hurt anyone

[gwenhwyfar]

[ While that doesn't make sense to her, she stops herself before railing on Akira. ]

that's a new one
i was given another suggestion by a half-vampire

have you had to do it since? how many times has this happened to you?

[lacrimose]

Like I said i only used it once

I don't want to need to use it again if I can help it

what did the half-vampire suggest?

[gwenhwyfar]

there is an unspoken code of sorts between half-bloods
a little like a knight's vow to their lords

it is that we look after one another, harm not each other, and stop these things from happening
if it means restraints, putting to sleep, or violently rendering each other unconscious, it will be done
because where i come from, half-bloods are killed and some of the bad seeds make it very hard for us that want no trouble to live
i promise you that it wont happen, if i ever need to help you, i will
you wouldn't be the first person i've had to restrain


you may not like it
but its hard to say with you, whether or not it'd work, you were not born of demon blood


he suggested animal blood, it's what he uses for himself
if i try it, then it may be useful for others when i return home. i have a younger sister to think about

[lacrimose]

with me, just focus on protecting other people before you restrain me.

I'm stronger than even most full-blooded demons. I don't want to kill you

[he's not even trying to brag -- it's not something he's especially proud of. It's just how it is.]

[gwenhwyfar]

[ She's weaker compared to other half-demons, for her inability to understand her limits and suppressing herself. So what Akira says she has no doubts. ]


then what happens to you?

[lacrimose]

If it comes to it, call the Moon Knights. Maybe they have something that can stop me.

Or find a way to kill me. It's safer than just trying to restrain me.

[gwenhwyfar]

i am most definitely not going to kill you
there are other options

[lacrimose]

I've died before. I can handle it.

Better me than anyone else

[gwenhwyfar]

well, im not doing it

i'll find a different way
even if i am not the strongest half-blood, i still know plenty of magic

[lacrimose]

Like what?

[gwenhwyfar]

well i can make charms, break seals and i know spells
i just need to find something to help bind that energy to you

and not just with you but for someone else
they found an alternative for now

[lacrimose]

What was the alternative?